you left me here beside myself, left me with all the reasons i was wrong for you.

so me and ari broke up. he says its for good, but i'd like to think its not. i just dont know anymore reallllly. whatever :'( i hope we get back together. but anyway today was pretty boring, i woke up, took a shower, talked to some people then robbie picked me up and we got icecream then he drove me homeee +i did more of nothing /= it was an okay dayy. i havent seen my bestfriends in awhile /= i need to talk to alec but i cant get in touch with him :((( i love him he always makes me feel better:) i just wish i could sleeeeep then fast forward threw the terrible day at school ik im going to have only to come home do more nothing +go back to sleep, HOPEFULLY. i can never fucking sleep when im in a fight with him, i hate it. ugh i love him so much, no more than that. im in love with him. and i hate him all at the same time, for doing this to me. idk how schools going to go tomorrow but i'll edit latuuur, im guna try to sleep, bye.